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The Scariness of Intimacy & The Gifts Too
Being in the heart of intimacy with another soul or group of resonant souls where you truly feel seen and known, all parts of you, THIS is so scary to protective parts. I feel and have seen over and over through the years that nothing is scarier than truly being real, intimate, vulnerable, current, dropping strategies/presentations/masks with yourself, with others AND with the Divine.

Jelelle Awen
Jul 123 min read


Embodying Awakening Through the Bliss Mess of Intimacy
In this recent cycle of intense initiation offered through being in relationships, their deepenings or completions and digestion along the way......I’ve been feeling deeply into the terrain of spiritual distortion and authentic embodiment, where soul gifts can easily be hijacked by parts still operating from trauma, unmet needs, or subtle strategies for survival.

Jelelle Awen
May 144 min read


Beltane Blessings: Honouring Inner/Outer Sacred Union
Beltane marks a sacred midpoint in the wheel of the year — a time when sensuality, aliveness, and the dance between the Divine Feminine...

Kasha Rokshana
May 13 min read


Forgiving Betrayal & The Anointing Balm Of Sacred Love - Day Three Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Let in the love of the Sacred Feminine like it was the answer to all your prayers. Bask instead of balk. Don’t apologize. Don’t wait for others to be ready. Go overboard, you’ll come up for air and balance and grounding your way.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 166 min read


Freeing Up & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play - Day Two Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 157 min read


Preparing & Cleansing Your Temple: Body, Heart, & Soul - Day One Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
This holy week of Easter, which began yesterday on Palm Sunday, offers profound opportunities for sacred soul remembrance.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 145 min read


From Separation to Sacred Connection: The Path of Divine Relationality
Ankhra and Rakesh in deep energetic connection. “Together we anchor the sacred masculine and divine feminine—embodying the heart of Isis...

Raianna Shai
Apr 42 min read


Letting Go To Let IN Love: Solar Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
As you are in this Equinox/Eclipse passage, notice what/who you are drawn to connect with and be part of/invest your energies into.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 255 min read


Powerful Threshold & Liminal Space For Emotional Clearing & Soul Remembrance (Pyramid Discovery): Equinox/Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
The Equinox/Eclipse is opening a powerful threshold and liminal space, where the old dissolves and the new has yet to take full form.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 226 min read


The Gifts Of Shadow Alchemy In Relationships: Eclipse & Equinox Energy Update & Code Transmission
The lunar eclipse seemed to offer an intense deep dive into shadow clearing, karmic cycles, and emotional purging, especially in relationshi

Jelelle Awen
Mar 187 min read


Held, Seen, and Loved: The Divine Beloved's Embrace
Feeling the Divine as Beloved today through Anders, my inner masculine… through the brush of his whiskers against my forehead as he...

Kasha Rokshana
Mar 23 min read


Valentine's Messages From Our Divine Union Relationship Bond
Happy Valentine's Day to you! Although, it might not feel like a happy day to parts of you.

Jelelle Awen
Feb 164 min read


Vow To My Beloved Inner Masculine
Yesterday I connected to my inner masculine who didn’t realize that he was feeling unacknowledged and not appreciated in the way he needed.

Raianna Shai
Feb 163 min read


Embodying A New Relationship To Sacred Union From Within
𝙸𝚗 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝙸’𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚍, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.

Kasha Rokshana
Feb 163 min read


Journeying To Your Counterpart Pairbond Source
Raphael and I have often journeyed to our Counterpart Pairbond source field together and separately as well, asking for guidance...

Jelelle Awen
Nov 29, 20245 min read


The masculine wants to be needed; The feminine needs to be wanted
The masculine wants to be needed.
The feminine needs to be wanted. This is a sacred journey of polarities that sometimes is a crash....

Jelelle Awen
May 10, 20243 min read
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