It is the Christmas season once again. It can feel relentless in its energies of giving and getting, buying and selling, family obligations, holiday parties, and traditional food, whatever any of that may mean to you or to parts of you. Memories of love and loss come forward, childhood joy and sorrow, and an ingrained sense of what this time of year has meant to parts of you, for better or worse. It is also a time when there is genuine joy and love abounding, when Christ Cons

Celebrating another anniversary today...it was nine years ago that I officially changed my name on FB to "Jelelle Awen" and began going by it in my service and sharing offerings as well here.

In this recent cycle of intense initiation offered through being in relationships, their deepenings or completions and digestion along the way......I’ve been feeling deeply into the terrain of spiritual distortion and authentic embodiment, where soul gifts can easily be hijacked by parts still operating from trauma, unmet needs, or subtle strategies for survival.

You are not a victim. You ARE a powerful creator. This can be hard to remember and difficult to embody. It can feel like to parts of you that you very much are a victim to circumstances and relationships and life situations and the 3D matrix and illnesses and your boss and your mate….and just about everything that you have experienced and are experiencing.

🌿 𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅… The parts of you who toil and create, and rarely rest unless...

Yesterday I connected to my inner masculine who didn’t realize that he was feeling unacknowledged and not appreciated in the way he needed.

The ego is the part of us that creates and maintains a sense of separate self-identity, shaped by our experiences, beliefs, and survival

To the precious inner child, I honour you both in the pain you’ve had to endure and the light that you bring to my life

Being a teenager is like living your life with your heart on your sleeve and doing everything you can to protect that heart.

I am the lost teenager in the void, caught between worlds. Heavy with grief and loss and undigested pain, my tears are so often silent.

Your Inner Child initially holds the energy of your wounded daughter or son, the part most impacted by your relationship with your parents

Your Inner Teenager is the part of you representing the phase and stage after childhood and before adulthood, usually between 11 and 18 year

This writing about the Inner Protector is from Jelelle's Free To Be 5D book. The Inner Protector is the energy inside of you that is loyal

Inviting your Inner Protector and Gatekeeper now.... to trust that it is safe to feel to drop into what hasn't seemed able to be felt,