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When The Outer Grids Fail, Trusting The Divine Within
This writing is from last year when we had a major power outage yet we woke up this morning to thunder and lightning/rainstorm intensity…and it felt like Divine Mother wanted me to share it again.

Jelelle Awen
12 hours ago


The Journey From Head to Heart
Getting out of the head and into the heart can be a very challenging process at times, especially when there are many things on the ‘to-do’ list, when there are financial tensions, or when there is so much information coming across the screen during the day. There is a kind of gravitational pull that brings me back into the mind in those moments, and I have come to see that this pull is not something to judge. In many ways, it is a form of protection—a part of me trying to cr

Gabriel Amara
6 days ago


The Divinely Embodied Human
There is a tension in the world. There is conflict, uncertainty, rapid technological change, and a sense that old systems are vibrating. At times it feels as though something is collapsing. Fear rises easily in such moments, and it can appear as if humanity is losing its way. Yet beneath the noise, I also sense something deeper. A quiet movement. A rumble beneath the surface. Something that cannot easily be explained. Some view it through politics or global systems. Others th

Gabriel Amara
Apr 28


From Minefield to Home Field: Focusing on Your Inner World
We have been in an ongoing transition collectively for many decades, only to be put on hyperdrive after 2020. There are so many moving parts ‘out there’ that it can make it hard to know what’s really going on ‘in here’. It can be easy to get caught up on staying ‘informed’ with so much happening. It is not so much about being unaware as it is about how it all can affect your own personal field. That field is a powerful thing. It is the foundation of your creative power and yo

Gabriel Amara
Apr 28


Met With Love, Not Analysis: Loving Parts of Yourself
The first 24hrs or so after feeling a new part, or even going deeper with a more familiar one, are always pretty tender, sensitive, and alive for me. ❤️🩹 There’s love and joy to be connecting with them and yet, for them, they can feel quite naked. They’re sometimes an open sore, very raw, in need of air and of comfort, but also of deep feeling. They’re suddenly receiving what they’ve always needed but not necessarily realized they wanted more than anything else… to be met.

Kasha Rokshana
Apr 28


Equinox Digestions: The Balance Of Care
By Kasha Rosa On the edge of this Equinox, I’m feeling a part of me that cares so deeply… she tends to forget herself. She wants to help, to soothe, to make things better for everyone she touches. Animals, people, the world. Sometimes this is about a feeling she has that she’s making up for some gap between being more self-oriented, albeit in a self-punishing way mostly, for years. Yet more and more the genuineness of her care is shining brightly. Yet, when she’s tired, overw

Kasha Rokshana
Mar 19


Our Sacred Union Ins and Outs
By Kasha Rosa The anniversary of our wedding day was last week, on March 9th. The day we decided would be OUR day to celebrate and let in all that we had together at another level. We let go of each other again not very long after that day in 2019. It was as if we peaked and then the fall from that height involved falling away from each other. Several years later, we reunited again in romance. Letting go into what was still there... then, letting go of it all once more, feel

Kasha Rokshana
Mar 18


Steward of the Soul's Garden
In an era of short-attention span theatre, time-optimization, and bio-hacks, the natural process of cultivation has been moved to the natural history museum as a relic of the past. When we tend to anything in nature, whether by hand or by witness, there is a process of cultivation that is apparent. Time doesn’t really exist in the same way in nature. It is just an ongoing dance of patience and persistence. A plant arises from a myriad of conditions being met. The Sun does not

Gabriel Amara
Mar 18


Differences & Similarities Between Parts-Work Methods & The Divine Self Embodiment Process Path
Many awakening people today are becoming familiar with therapeutic approaches that work with “parts” or subpersonalities of the psyche, such as Internal Family Systems and Voice Dialogue Therapy.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 12


Imbolc and the Ache of Becoming
by Kasha Rosa Oh, these threshold times… Imbolc, every year, carries significance for me and my soul. It holds me through a time of shifting foundations in my heart and in my life. It signals an entrance into a kind of birth canal, welcoming me to make space for all there is to feel as the contractions intensify in moments and soften in others. There is usually some doorway to grief alive for me at this time of year. Lately, it has been the loss of a meaningful relationship i

Kasha Rokshana
Jan 31


Laying 2025 To Rest: What Came Through This "Year"
As I put 2025 to rest, I feel what different frequencies asked of me this year. Gentleness asked for greater openings in my heart, and a place to nestle into my dynamic soul. Protectiveness and defence asked for validation, and the grace to breathe again without being so activated. The feminine within asked me to bring more harmony into my approach to life, my inhabitation of my body, my way of singing my soul and the souls of others into the present, where healing is possibl

Kasha Rokshana
Jan 25


She With He: Inner & Outer Sacred Union - Free To Be She Chapter Twelve Excerpt
Inner sacred union is not a static realization. It is a living relationship between two evolving energies within you. Your inner masculine and your inner feminine do not arrive fully formed. They grow, respond, resist, transform, awaken, and soften over time. They learn each other the same way two human partners do… through intimacy, conflict, revelation, forgiveness, and devotion.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 29, 2025


Heaven In Your Feminine Body - Free To Be She Chapter Eleven Excerpt
Heaven was never meant to be a distant realm, but something you could feel, breathe, and experience in your body. Your skin, your breath, your womb, your energy field and your entire being and ALL parts of you…are already encoded with the frequencies of Divine Heavenly Love.
Your awakening journey this life invites you not to transcend your body, but fully inhabit it AS your Divine Feminine Venusian essence.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 27, 2025


Becoming Venus: Radiance Beyond Role - Free To Be She Chapter Ten Excerpt
Now, in this timeline of Ascension, another frequency is arising. She is Venus. Venus is not a role, not a throne, not a program, not an archetype that must be performed. She IS feminine essence, radiance, magnetism in its purest form.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 27, 2025


The Dark Feminine - Free To Be She Chapter Nine Excerpt
The Dark Feminine is not a villain to be conquered, nor a force to be transcended. She is the fertile black soil of creation, the amniotic void from which all life emerges and to which all form eventually returns.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 27, 2025


The Wise Woman: The Evolution Into Wisdom - Free To Be She Chapter Eight Excerpt
The Wise Woman is the golden petal of the feminine flower. She is the one who has gathered, metabolized, and alchemized every stage of her journey into embodied knowing. No longer seeking to prove, please, or perform, she lives from the calm authority of her own soul essence, rooted in her body and radiant in her truth.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 24, 2025


The Inner Mother To Embodied Queen - Free To Be She Chapter Seven Excerpt
The Mother lives in the feminine field as both an ache and archetype. She is the one we run toward for comfort and away from for our freedom. She births us and then becomes usually the first face of the Divine we meet or the first wound we must eventually forgive and reconcile.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 24, 2025


The Priestess: From Sacrifice In Service To Self Loving Embodiment - Free To Be She Chapter Six Excerpt
Divine Mother’s call echoes through the lineage of every woman who has ever served the sacred. The Priestess hears this ringing within her cells. She is the woman who lives a life in devotion, holiness and tuned to the sacred.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 23, 2025


The Inner Teenager/Maiden- Threshold Essence Between Childhood and Womanhood: Free To Be She Chapter Five Excerpt
We begin with the Inner Teenager who is initially anchored to 3D energies yet eventually transitions into the 4D soul-based Maiden, a tender and tumultuous expression that carries both the ache of lost innocence and the seed of untamed aliveness.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 22, 2025


But First He…The Inner Masculine: Free To Be She Chapter Four Excerpt
Beloved Inner Masculine, I see you. I have always seen you. I know the weight you have carried through lifetimes…the armor you forged to guard her softness, the judgments you wielded to keep her “safe,” the sacrifices you made to provide what you thought she could not find on her own.

Jelelle Awen
Dec 22, 2025
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