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Embodying Awakening Through the Bliss Mess of Intimacy
In this recent cycle of intense initiation offered through being in relationships, their deepenings or completions and digestion along the way......I’ve been feeling deeply into the terrain of spiritual distortion and authentic embodiment, where soul gifts can easily be hijacked by parts still operating from trauma, unmet needs, or subtle strategies for survival.

Jelelle Awen
May 144 min read
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From Victim to Creator: Remembering & Reconciling the Sacred Story of Your Soul
You are not a victim. You ARE a powerful creator.
This can be hard to remember and difficult to embody. It can feel like to parts of you that you very much are a victim to circumstances and relationships and life situations and the 3D matrix and illnesses and your boss and your mate….and just about everything that you have experienced and are experiencing.

Jelelle Awen
May 75 min read
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Rage As Sacred Fire: Message From Divine Mother
For the woman who fears her fire...
Your rage is not a flaw.
It is not a symptom of brokenness,
a failure of your feminine,
or something to be managed and tidied up.

Jelelle Awen
May 72 min read
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To Those Who Are Staying: Message From Divine Mother
To those who are remembering — and now choosing to stay:
I see how many times you’ve tried to ascend by leaving your body,
how many lifetimes you’ve fled the pain of density
by going “up” instead of in.

Jelelle Awen
May 72 min read
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To Those Who Are Remembering: Message From Divine Mother
You may have spent lifetimes hiding what you carry,
quietly walking in circles, trying to forget how much you remember.
Trying to stay small enough to belong.

Jelelle Awen
Apr 302 min read
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When the Grids Fall: Trusting the Divine Mother Within
Shortly after posting, a surge in the electrical grids here in Portugal, Spain, and parts of France caused a widespread collapse of power, internet, and external connection. For almost twelve hours, we were without the usual supports many have come to depend on.

Jelelle Awen
Apr 293 min read
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Good Friday: Crucifixion As A Sacred Rite Remembrance & Surrender To Love - Day Five Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Mary Magdalene
I enter the portal of this day, Good Friday, crucifixion day, I can feel the multiple timelines and narratives that have branched off.....as so many narrative webs have been spun from its threads for different purposes and means.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 186 min read
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The Holy Cup Of Divine Surrender: The Last Supper & The Garden of Gethsemane - Day Four Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Mary Magdalene
I feel the sobriety of where we are journeying together today into the portal of the Last Supper and Yeshua’s grieving process in the Garden of Gethsemane.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 176 min read
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Forgiving Betrayal & The Anointing Balm Of Sacred Love - Day Three Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Let in the love of the Sacred Feminine like it was the answer to all your prayers. Bask instead of balk. Don’t apologize. Don’t wait for others to be ready. Go overboard, you’ll come up for air and balance and grounding your way.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 166 min read
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Freeing Up & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play - Day Two Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 157 min read
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Frequency Shifts, Metabody Recalibrations, & Soul Remembrances
Oh, there are just some massive light body upgrades, deep cellular purging, soul remembrance, and heightened sensitivity going on

Jelelle Awen
Apr 35 min read
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Letting Go To Let IN Love: Solar Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
As you are in this Equinox/Eclipse passage, notice what/who you are drawn to connect with and be part of/invest your energies into.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 255 min read
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Powerful Threshold & Liminal Space For Emotional Clearing & Soul Remembrance (Pyramid Discovery): Equinox/Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
The Equinox/Eclipse is opening a powerful threshold and liminal space, where the old dissolves and the new has yet to take full form.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 226 min read
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Equinox Energy Update: Offering A Portal of Recalibration, Reset & Coming Into More Balance
The Equinox serves as a mirror, reflecting where we may still be holding distortions of polarity...be it in our relationships, service

Jelelle Awen
Mar 204 min read
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Incarnation Wound & Metabody Healing: Eclipse/Equinox Energy Update & Code Transmission
The incarnation wound can be quite a deep one as it spans many lifetimes experiences of the difficulties of coming from such a high place

Jelelle Awen
Mar 196 min read
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The Gifts Of Shadow Alchemy In Relationships: Eclipse & Equinox Energy Update & Code Transmission
The lunar eclipse seemed to offer an intense deep dive into shadow clearing, karmic cycles, and emotional purging, especially in relationshi

Jelelle Awen
Mar 187 min read
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Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse Codes: Releasing The Old To Receive The New
Eclipses are celestial markers yet also powerful gateways, this one completing with a partial solar eclipse on March 29 and the Equinox

Jelelle Awen
Mar 123 min read
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Feeling The Fragility and the Miracle Of The Body: Ongoing Upgrades, Releases & Clearings
I've been feeling lately both the fragility and the miracle of the human body...this 'vessel' we choose when we come here to 3D density

Jelelle Awen
Mar 105 min read
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Planetary Parade Alignment Offering Ongoing Reconciliations, Heightened Energies & Unity Codes
Alignment energies ongoing...mirrored in the macro cosmos of the planetary bodies and within all of our bodies too.

Jelelle Awen
Feb 283 min read
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It Is Time To Bring Heaven Into Your Body: Message For Wanderer/Star Seed Souls From Ra
Ra is a 6D social memory complex /soul family group monad that originated from Venus approximately 2.6 billion years ago

Jelelle Awen
Feb 225 min read
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