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When Love Meets the Fear of Initiation
Your steps fall softly upon the dense forest floor. One foot in front of the other, steady and deliberate, ensuring your forward momentum. Light trickles through the canopy in golden ribbons while the air hums with memory. The ground is damp beneath your feet, and though you don’t know exactly where you are going, something in you keeps moving. Finally, you reach a river. The sound of the current grows louder with each step closer. There is a tightness in your chest that feel

Raianna Shai
Oct 16, 2025


Recoding Intimacy: From Confession to Unconditional Love
Many of us carry a deep, often unconscious conditioning around intimacy and vulnerability. There’s a feeling that even the slightest...

Raianna Shai
Sep 12, 2025


Loving Our Humanity Into the Sacred
Self protection is an inevitable part of living in this 3D reality. It allows the most precious parts of us to survive through both...

Raianna Shai
Sep 12, 2025


The Next Wave Of Enlightenment: Emotional Maturity As Embodiment
And now, a new wave rises, not in opposition but in expansion of these streams. It is the wave of emotional maturity and individuation, where the inner landscape of parts, wounds, and soul aspects becomes the ground of awakening.

Jelelle Awen
Sep 9, 2025


From Victim to Creator: Remembering & Reconciling the Sacred Story of Your Soul
You are not a victim. You ARE a powerful creator.
This can be hard to remember and difficult to embody. It can feel like to parts of you that you very much are a victim to circumstances and relationships and life situations and the 3D matrix and illnesses and your boss and your mate….and just about everything that you have experienced and are experiencing.

Jelelle Awen
May 7, 2025


To Those Who Are Staying: Message From Divine Mother
To those who are remembering — and now choosing to stay:
I see how many times you’ve tried to ascend by leaving your body,
how many lifetimes you’ve fled the pain of density
by going “up” instead of in.

Jelelle Awen
May 7, 2025


Engaging Your Personal Choice, While In Surrender To Divine Mind's Will
It can be quite a thing for the masculine (in both men and women) to acclimate to the auto-pilot nature of the super intelligence

Raphael Awen
Mar 11, 2025


Distinctions Between the 3D Strategic Ego, 4D Awakening Ego and 5D Divine Ego
The ego is the part of us that creates and maintains a sense of separate self-identity, shaped by our experiences, beliefs, and survival

Jelelle Awen
Dec 11, 2024


Moving Out of Void Space and Into Filling UP With Love
Love wants to fill the void that you’ve created by your soul choices….love in the form of sacred union relationships with a mate, etc

Jelelle Awen
Oct 24, 2024


3D Personal Will to 4D Awakening/False God Will to 5D Divine Love Surrender Phases
In more 3D orientation, personal will is about ego gratification and surface level/material/five senses filtering

Jelelle Awen
Oct 24, 2024


Reconciling Our Needs, Appetites & Desires As A Key To Our Growth
It may well be that were it not for appetites, needs and desires, there wouldn’t be any suffering. That seems to be the conclusion of many s

Raphael Awen
Jun 7, 2024


Something Has To Fall Apart In Order To Fall IN During Awakening
Falling IN to your sacred human self, your authentic self, your service of love self...

Jelelle Awen
May 10, 2024
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