“You are my sacred human daughter. You are a beacon of my heart. You are an extension of my service into the world. You are an open field source of love. You are an embodiment of me as Divine Mother.” These are potent upgrades codes in the forms of words from Divine Mother to me .

Truly becoming these frequencies in essence, in my daily life, in all expressions and areas of it, in my sacred union relationship and in my service... IS my biggest purpose for being here. Jelelle Awen, as a soul name that came through in 2016, represents this essence as a code frequency of “I am she as Divine Inspiration”. I honor Jillian Nicole as the name given to me at birth and as the heart of my humanity, beloved part of me that I have been connecting with for many years.

 

Some of the deepest awakening moments for me of the numerous ones over the last twenty years were when I reconnected consciously with my love for the Divine and eventually with Divine Mother in four forms of her after being Reiki attuned: Mother Mary, Kuan Yin, Magdalene, and Dark Mother/Kali. I had previously been in service in different forms as a medical assistant, as a reporter and editor, as a business coach/manager. Yet, truly being in the God realization, sainthood attainment frequencies of my soul, connected to so many lifetimes as a devotional priestess, nun, spiritual teacher and student, opened me up to want to serve my soul’s gifts as an expression of this Divine love. 

 

I love my emotional capacity and range. I love crying and releasing tears as I trust that they will open up more of my heart to feel them, using sadness and reactions as a portal to discovering more about myself and my soul. Every feeling, sensation and reaction that I experience is held as a sacred exploration, a deep dive, a rabbit hole fuelled by curiosity, trust, and surrender to the Divine. I have connected with many high dimensional beings and guides...all of them have honored my human heart and emotional capacity as being a gift (as in that of all humans).

 

I truly and deeply love every part and aspect of me that is revealed, even those initially in shadow and with seemingly dark motives. ALL energies within me are worthy of my love and attention. I am SO curious. I can ask questions that open up entire worlds and allow the person to explore into multidimensional terrains they had never conceived or been in touch with. 

 

Intimate, deep, current and vulnerable relationships offer so much growth and food to my soul as well, especially my ongoing deepening with Raphael as truly a partner in Divine Union, yet also, as a physical representation of MY masculine.

I prefer quality over quantity in the area of relationships and in service. The depth and breadth over the wide and more shallow. I am a deep student of life and the Divine and my relationships, and my deepest teaching comes from my self authorization and Divine Guidance, the fruits and harvests of ongoing divine self embodiment and growth. 

I have never been conventional or materially driven or motivated, a streak of rebellious humanitarian and dreamy visionary fuelling my highly developed communication gifts and skills. Through my awakenings over many years in my relationships with myself/parts of me, Raphael, the Divine, and in service, my empathic and intuitive gifts are fine tuned, sensitive, and developed. I can feel, see, sense, even smell (!) at levels beyond most, which also means that I need to protect my energy fields, set boundaries in relationships in service, and be in constant awareness and self love about my energy fields, body, and emotions. 

 

I am in a deep transition now from being more of a front leading energy in Divine Self Embodiment as a facilitator to serving instead from a bigger picture, exponential place. Moving from being on the shore in 1:1 sessions to all women who are drawn to us (thousands of sessions over the years to hundreds)….to up in the lighthouse beaconing through written and video transmissions with Raphael, supporting these beloved sisters and students Raianna, Kasha and Sahra to move into their facilitation service, co-teaching and facilitating healing groups and our Sunday Service offering.

 

I now offer more tailored and initiated experiences with me.....higher vibrational, sporadic transmissions 1:1 and for couples, serving souls usually through the recommendation of one of the facilitators, and with Raphael in Divine Union and Energy Embodiment sessions. I see these transmission sessions as quantum configurations set up in the Now when a soul is truly ready to receive from me/us. 

 

My deepest joys are in the moment of being and connecting, rather than so much in the doing or achieving. Long, rich and inspiring conversations with Raphael every morning and just overall being in constant collab with him from the practical to the etheral. Receiving love and guidance from Divine Mother and my parts/aspects during meditation. Letting in healing sound frequencies while playing my handpan, crystal bowls, or drum. Channeling written words of hope, inspiration, and visceral moments. Walking barefoot on the monastery trail and soaking in the crystal infused waters. Creating and praying by our many sacred altars to celebrate the Divine. Connecting in sisterhood moments with the others, laughing, sharing cat mom stories, crying and comforting each other, collaborating on home decor and clothing. 

 

I am grateful for your draw to the energy of Divine Mother that comes through me and for whatever ways in which you connect with me and us. You can contact me via our website or PM on my facebook page.
Love,

Jelelle Awen​​​​​

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We highly recommend taking in more about the Divine Self Embodiment process through sharings from us to get more sense of what we are offering and feel into your resonance and draw with it. You can watch the many videos on our YouTube Channel, and read writings on our blog, my social media pages on FB, IG, and books by me, especially my latest book with Raphael sharing about our sacred union journey beginnings Under The Bloated Banyan: From False Light To True Love and Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out.

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Experience of the DSE process is also offered through group events.