In an earlier chapter of my life, before my healing journey truly began, I lived in a near-constant state of anxiety, depression, and self-judgment. Much of it was suppressed, yet it always found a way to surface. I learned to manage my inner pain through many forms of numbing and distraction: alcohol, drugs, work, entertainment, news, sex, food, and even spiritual practices that I unconsciously used as a way out rather than a way in.

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Eventually, I reached a point where the pain could no longer be held at bay without serious consequence. At that time, I had already shared many years of life with Jelelle. We had been married, and even after our marriage ended, we continued to co-parent our daughter, Raianna, with mutual respect, care, and devotion. From the beginning, there was a deep soul bond between us that never truly dissolved.

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Jelelle had been on her own journey of healing and discovery, one that stirred something ancient and familiar in me. It took time for me to arrive at a personal point of no return, but when I did, it became clear that what I needed most was to feel myself fully. My pain. My anxiety. My judgment. Over the many years we had known each other since college, I had come to trust her heart and the way she lived her truth. I wanted to meet myself in that same way.

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I eventually began sessions with her and her husband at the time, and I quickly found myself at what I can only describe as the sacred well of my despair. What unfolded was profound and revealing, and it remains an ongoing process to this day. I opened into my emotional and spiritual body in a way that brought tears, tenderness, and a deep love for the parts of me that had been quietly holding everything together, not only in this lifetime, but across many others.

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Over the years, I have learned how to be with myself and with others in a way that honors both truth and care. I have met and continue to meet my inner child and teenager, the mate and lover, the provider and parent, the masculine and the feminine. I have also touched memories of many lifetimes: places where my truth caused harm, where leadership succeeded and failed, where my heart opened, and where it was broken.

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This journey is ongoing and never complete.

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Along this path, I have also been graced by a sacred union with Kasha. Our meeting and continued devotion have been a living initiation for me, calling me into deeper honesty, responsibility, and presence. In loving her, I am continually invited to love myself more truthfully, to meet my edges without retreat, and to embody partnership as a conscious, evolving practice rather than an ideal.

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What has changed is my relationship to what I once labeled as negative or undesirable. Fear, anxiety, grief, and judgment still arise, but I now know how to be with them in a way that offers space, curiosity, and compassion. In this space, the Divine Self draws nearer to the body and becomes embodied. It is where grace and embodiment meet and recognize each other as one.

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For me, this work is not about striving to be a ‘man’ or embodying a concept of the ‘Divine Masculine.’ It is about being real with oneself, especially in truth and in pain. It is about discovering integrity through feeling deeply and allowing those feelings to inform and reshape who we are. It is about presence, and being accountable to both our presence and our impact. 

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I hold sacred space in sessions for you, man or women, to access and feel the parts of you that have gone under the radar of your awareness. I help to connect you to the larger Divine Self that you already are to bring these parts and aspects into the compassionate and loving fold of your human heart. 

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For men, this may be an Inner Protector, Provider/Father, Wounded Boy/Teenager, Lover, Warrior, Monk, Fallen or Reticent King, and even Inner Feminine that are all in need of witnessing, feeling, and healing into more sacred expressions of power, compassionate truth-telling, and intimacy with other men and women. 

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For women, I can be a bridge to the Inner Masculine that shows up as a Protector, Father or Brother figure that keeps you safe yet sequestered from fully feeling the dance between your feminine and his masculine gift as a partner in your own arising and intimacy with others.

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We are each a living dance of light and shadow, moving toward reunion with ourselves, one felt experience at a time.

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Love,

Gabriel
 

We also highly recommend taking in more about the Divine Self Embodiment process through sharings from us to get more sense of what we are offering and feel into your resonance and draw with it. You can watch the many videos on our YouTube Channel, and read writings on our blog, my social media pages on FB and IG.

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