What if healing is not actually about getting rid of parts of yourself? This feels like one of the deepest distinctions in any healing process. So much healing work, even in conscious and spiritual spaces, is still subtly (or overtly) oriented around elimination. Release the wound. Clear the trauma. Purge the emotion. Transcend the ego. Heal the inner child. Become untriggered. And beneath much of it is often an unconscious question: “How do I stop being affected by this part

This bittersweet trust fall… The exit portal welcomed you, And it felt like being swallowed. Letting goes are intertwined With letting in, Weaving their threads Through your consciousness. The release of what was misaligned, Messy at best in its process, Continues to thrum, The drumbeat pulsing As it calls your soul forward Into the unknown. Beloved, The forest, thick with trees, Still welcomes light to enter And illuminate the hidden places. Lost you are not, Especially in s

So much happening inside and out since Beltane, it's hard to choose one to focus on, but one that is front and center for me is the deepening that has been going on for Kasha and myself over these past months. We have navigated so much in our past which we are in continual honoring and sorting through as we move into our next phase of romance and service. In the past, there was something parts of us both attached to both that created conflict and tension between us. We have s

Getting out of the head and into the heart can be a very challenging process at times, especially when there are many things on the ‘to-do’ list, when there are financial tensions, or when there is so much information coming across the screen during the day. There is a kind of gravitational pull that brings me back into the mind in those moments, and I have come to see that this pull is not something to judge. In many ways, it is a form of protection—a part of me trying to cr

There is a tension in the world. There is conflict, uncertainty, rapid technological change, and a sense that old systems are vibrating. At times it feels as though something is collapsing. Fear rises easily in such moments, and it can appear as if humanity is losing its way. Yet beneath the noise, I also sense something deeper. A quiet movement. A rumble beneath the surface. Something that cannot easily be explained. Some view it through politics or global systems. Others th

We have been in an ongoing transition collectively for many decades, only to be put on hyperdrive after 2020. There are so many moving parts ‘out there’ that it can make it hard to know what’s really going on ‘in here’. It can be easy to get caught up on staying ‘informed’ with so much happening. It is not so much about being unaware as it is about how it all can affect your own personal field. That field is a powerful thing. It is the foundation of your creative power and yo

By Kasha Rosa On the edge of this Equinox, I’m feeling a part of me that cares so deeply… she tends to forget herself. She wants to help, to soothe, to make things better for everyone she touches. Animals, people, the world. Sometimes this is about a feeling she has that she’s making up for some gap between being more self-oriented, albeit in a self-punishing way mostly, for years. Yet more and more the genuineness of her care is shining brightly. Yet, when she’s tired, overw

In an era of short-attention span theatre, time-optimization, and bio-hacks, the natural process of cultivation has been moved to the natural history museum as a relic of the past. When we tend to anything in nature, whether by hand or by witness, there is a process of cultivation that is apparent. Time doesn’t really exist in the same way in nature. It is just an ongoing dance of patience and persistence. A plant arises from a myriad of conditions being met. The Sun does not

As I put 2025 to rest, I feel what different frequencies asked of me this year. Gentleness asked for greater openings in my heart, and a place to nestle into my dynamic soul. Protectiveness and defence asked for validation, and the grace to breathe again without being so activated. The feminine within asked me to bring more harmony into my approach to life, my inhabitation of my body, my way of singing my soul and the souls of others into the present, where healing is possibl

It is the Christmas season once again. It can feel relentless in its energies of giving and getting, buying and selling, family obligations, holiday parties, and traditional food, whatever any of that may mean to you or to parts of you. Memories of love and loss come forward, childhood joy and sorrow, and an ingrained sense of what this time of year has meant to parts of you, for better or worse. It is also a time when there is genuine joy and love abounding, when Christ Cons

Over the years, Kasha and I have learned that sisterhood isn’t always soft or effortless, yet it’s also not always challenging and tense either. It can be one of the most revealing mirrors of both your shadow and your light and an opportunity to explore the full spectrum of what it means to be a woman. The two of us have known each other for over a decade, but the last four years here in Portugal have deepened something profound between us, a remembrance that feels like a leg

Many of us carry a deep, often unconscious conditioning around intimacy and vulnerability. There’s a feeling that even the slightest...

Celebrating another anniversary today...it was nine years ago that I officially changed my name on FB to "Jelelle Awen" and began going by it in my service and sharing offerings as well here.

Steady and warm, my sweet sacred masculine cat Oren lay in my lap this morning as I entered into Divine Father’s field. It’s like he knew...

Inviting your Inner Protector and Gatekeeper now.... to trust that it is safe to feel to drop into what hasn't seemed able to be felt,

It may well be that were it not for appetites, needs and desires, there wouldn’t be any suffering. That seems to be the conclusion of many s

You didn’t come into this life to only search for joy. Joy is a remarkable feeling to let in, yet it is as limited as sorrow....