Receiving Instead of Reaching: Celebrating My 39th Birthday

39 today.

39…

I feel both like I’ve crossed a threshold and like I’m standing at a precipice too.

As I take in the photo of me from 2016, my arms outstretched, turning away from the camera, and contrast it with the recent photo me in a similar posture, but with my face more fully visible, I feel the journey of this past decade and where it brought me.

I feel my feminine embodiment deepening, my service-of-love self blooming, my Lover stepping out into the sun. I feel the effort parts of me were exerting 10 years ago, versus the gentleness and ease of simply being that I’ve been stepping into lately.

I used to be reaching, but now… now I feel like I’m receiving. However imperfectly. However it arises for me genuinely.

I welcome this new point in time known as “39”. I welcome the growth to come and celebrate the growth that’s already here.

I welcome the new, even while grieving some of the old. This passage is full at the moment… full of tenderness, anticipation, desire, and a new level of wholeness that’s deepening.

I welcome union… the romantic kind I get to stand in with my beloved Gabriel. The sisterly kind I get to hold with Raianna and Jelelle. The service kind I get to come into with even more confidence and overflow. The inner kind I get to claim with every part of me, in shadow and in light… in intensity, passion, and lightheartedness all at once.

Thank YOU for being a part of my journey thus far. For whatever ways you’ve been open to receive what I have to offer, for whatever ways in which you’ve perhaps felt like I’m a support to your own journey, whether directly or indirectly.

Love,

Kasha 🌹💓

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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.