39 today. 39… I feel both like I’ve crossed a threshold and like I’m standing at a precipice too. As I take in the photo of me from 2016, my arms outstretched, turning away from the camera, and contrast it with the recent photo me in a similar posture, but with my face more fully visible, I feel the journey of this past decade and where it brought me. I feel my feminine embodiment deepening, my service-of-love self blooming, my Lover stepping out into the sun. I feel the effo

There’s something about Beltane that can feel distant for parts of me at times. Fire festivals, fertility rites, dancing around poles… it’s easy to see it as just something ritualistic and historical. I can sense another lifetime that is centered around a curiosity as well as full-blown participation and reverence. But if i strip it back, Beltane is about one thing: Life moving forward. Not in theory. Not in your head. In your body. In your choices. In what you’re willing to