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Digesting Fires Here in Portugal (Port-of-Grail) From A Higher Heart & Soul Consciousness
The fires moving through Portugal and Spain right now don’t feel random, accidental or even 'wild'/natural to those of us awakening. Beyond the surface causes, they seem connected to deeper 3D/4D Matrix agendas that seek to fracture and destabilize the land here.

Jelelle Awen
Aug 213 min read


Celebrating Four Years Living In Portugal Port-Of-Grail
Four years ago, we arrived here in Portugal with very little sense of how it would be here or even much orientation to this country at all before then. We had received guidance in April, 2021 that it was time to move on

Jelelle Awen
Jun 264 min read


Embodying Awakening Through the Bliss Mess of Intimacy
In this recent cycle of intense initiation offered through being in relationships, their deepenings or completions and digestion along the way......I’ve been feeling deeply into the terrain of spiritual distortion and authentic embodiment, where soul gifts can easily be hijacked by parts still operating from trauma, unmet needs, or subtle strategies for survival.

Jelelle Awen
May 144 min read


From Victim to Creator: Remembering & Reconciling the Sacred Story of Your Soul
You are not a victim. You ARE a powerful creator.
This can be hard to remember and difficult to embody. It can feel like to parts of you that you very much are a victim to circumstances and relationships and life situations and the 3D matrix and illnesses and your boss and your mate….and just about everything that you have experienced and are experiencing.

Jelelle Awen
May 75 min read


To Those Who Are Staying: Message From Divine Mother
To those who are remembering — and now choosing to stay:
I see how many times you’ve tried to ascend by leaving your body,
how many lifetimes you’ve fled the pain of density
by going “up” instead of in.

Jelelle Awen
May 72 min read


To Those Who Are Remembering: Message From Divine Mother
You may have spent lifetimes hiding what you carry,
quietly walking in circles, trying to forget how much you remember.
Trying to stay small enough to belong.

Jelelle Awen
Apr 302 min read


The Threshold of Rising: Easter Codes of Love and Remembrance - Day Seven Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Mary Magdalene
Beloveds, I am honored to join you again and to celebrate this sacred day of Easter rebirth, and renewal.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 203 min read


Sacred Tomb To Sacred Womb: Journey Into Your Underworld - Day Six Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Mary Magdalene
This is the day between—the holy pause. The breath between worlds of the great death and the great rebirth.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 195 min read


Good Friday: Crucifixion As A Sacred Rite Remembrance & Surrender To Love - Day Five Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Mary Magdalene
I enter the portal of this day, Good Friday, crucifixion day, I can feel the multiple timelines and narratives that have branched off.....as so many narrative webs have been spun from its threads for different purposes and means.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 186 min read


Forgiving Betrayal & The Anointing Balm Of Sacred Love - Day Three Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Let in the love of the Sacred Feminine like it was the answer to all your prayers. Bask instead of balk. Don’t apologize. Don’t wait for others to be ready. Go overboard, you’ll come up for air and balance and grounding your way.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 166 min read


Freeing Up & Sharing Your Truth Through Self Validation, Permission & Play - Day Two Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene
Your truth will take you from one place to another. New territories will continue to emerge. Don’t seek a final resting place. Instead, let your resting place be in the flow and in the change.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen
Apr 157 min read


Frequency Shifts, Metabody Recalibrations, & Soul Remembrances
Oh, there are just some massive light body upgrades, deep cellular purging, soul remembrance, and heightened sensitivity going on

Jelelle Awen
Apr 35 min read


Letting Go To Let IN Love: Solar Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
As you are in this Equinox/Eclipse passage, notice what/who you are drawn to connect with and be part of/invest your energies into.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 255 min read


Powerful Threshold & Liminal Space For Emotional Clearing & Soul Remembrance (Pyramid Discovery): Equinox/Eclipse Energy Update & Codes Transmission
The Equinox/Eclipse is opening a powerful threshold and liminal space, where the old dissolves and the new has yet to take full form.

Jelelle Awen
Mar 226 min read


Incarnation Wound & Metabody Healing: Eclipse/Equinox Energy Update & Code Transmission
The incarnation wound can be quite a deep one as it spans many lifetimes experiences of the difficulties of coming from such a high place

Jelelle Awen
Mar 196 min read


Engaging Your Personal Choice, While In Surrender To Divine Mind's Will
It can be quite a thing for the masculine (in both men and women) to acclimate to the auto-pilot nature of the super intelligence

Raphael Awen
Mar 113 min read


Feeling The Fragility and the Miracle Of The Body: Ongoing Upgrades, Releases & Clearings
I've been feeling lately both the fragility and the miracle of the human body...this 'vessel' we choose when we come here to 3D density

Jelelle Awen
Mar 105 min read


Planetary Parade Alignment Offering Ongoing Reconciliations, Heightened Energies & Unity Codes
Alignment energies ongoing...mirrored in the macro cosmos of the planetary bodies and within all of our bodies too.

Jelelle Awen
Feb 283 min read


It Is Time To Bring Heaven Into Your Body: Message For Wanderer/Star Seed Souls From Ra
Ra is a 6D social memory complex /soul family group monad that originated from Venus approximately 2.6 billion years ago

Jelelle Awen
Feb 225 min read


Distinctions Between the 3D Strategic Ego, 4D Awakening Ego and 5D Divine Ego
The ego is the part of us that creates and maintains a sense of separate self-identity, shaped by our experiences, beliefs, and survival

Jelelle Awen
Dec 11, 20244 min read
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