Forgiving Betrayal & The Anointing Balm Of Sacred Love - Day Three Holy Week Divine Union Transmissions W/Yeshua & Magdalene

By Raphael and Jelelle Awen

This writing continues on as the third post in our Easter Holy Week transmissions...

Raphael with Yeshua offers: 

Ah, Raphael, thank you for your connection in curiosity, inquiry and the shared quest in your question. 

Everything I Am, that I was and that I became finds so much joy in being called upon. I get to watch you unfold and feel myself in yet even deeper layers that I didn’t fully feel myself even as I completed so many sacred initiations and graduations —sometimes they seemed non-stop! 

…Feeling into and recalling the betrayal and the balm of sacred love…

What comes to me first is a feeling of remorse actually for how I contributed to Mary Magdalene’s pain. 

I was so given to my initiations and my calling, yet there was an underlying tension, that to really put our Sacred Union bond leading out front, it would have cost me… cost me what though? Loyalty from some pretty dense disciples? Influence? Traction in my service expression?

Prizing all of those lesser things feels so much like a missing initiation somehow now. 

I’ve watched as you and Jelelle have led in life and broadcast of your frequency with your bond, with your love and all the betrayals that caused. I’ve watched you claim her above all else and be with the inner and outer friction and loss that caused.

I would go back to rewrite all that history in a heartbeat. I would set an alternative timeline if I had it to do over. But I left it undone and then you came along! 

My disciples could balk at Mary’s anointing of my body, really because I balked at really letting our sacred Usness have its rightful place. I feared there would be no ministry to have, no audience to serve. 

She in turn suffered further betrayal, not just from them, but from me, and this also laid a frequency for the ongoing suppression of the feminine.

I’ve walked through and resolved so much of that remorse both with Mary and the Divine. Deep acknowledgments and forgiveness have been spoken and received deeply. Yet, there’s some deeper resolution yet in getting to watch what you and Jelelle are willing to walk out. 

Let the audience resonate or dissonate as they will in sacred sorting, but let the balm of your love be the prize!

I offer that to you, Raphael. Let in the love of the Sacred Feminine like it was the answer to all your prayers. Bask instead of balk. Don’t apologize. Don’t wait for others to be ready. Go overboard, you’ll come up for air and balance and grounding your way. 

I still feel those recorded words I spoke ‘Let the dead bury the dead’…, a bit of sacred angst, yes, but it’s so refreshing to feel you sign on deeper for the initiations of you fully being you.

I can list the initiations that I went through, but somehow they’re all fading at the moment in comparison to really wanting, allowing, showing up for Sacred Union —the out in the open version.

The betrayals that claim in turn causes are all deep launch pads into deeper individuations and embodiments, out of the fear and scarcity cycles and frequencies. 

Let the self permission and self authorization author a whole new updated sacred book, let that rewrite ‘history’ so that ‘her story’ can be rewritten. 

Let this love have its rightful place. 

It will hold, lead, guide and empower you like nothing else. It’s what you signed on for, Man.

That makes this Holy Week a celebration worth showing up for. 

love,

Yeshua w/Raphael

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Jelelle with Mary Magdalene offers: 

Hello, beloveds, and thank you, Jelelle again, for this opportunity to share about my experience of this Holy Week from a higher perspective that has been mostly buried, along with my truth…and yet for many years now is being remembered by those with souls awakening out of the dark and into the light. 

Your anointing of yourself with sacred oils this morning as we sat in meditation together in Divine Mother’s temple was touching to me, Jelelle. And I felt honored to witness your tears with the part of you who needed love and forgiveness exchange for yourself and for others with Divine Mother. I’m inspired to feel how you can ‘channel’ both the leading edges of your being to bring my frequencies through you and hold space for your human aspects as well when they need your love and care. 

I can feel how forgiving others and releasing any shame projected upon me is the invitation now I am being offered by Divine Mother as I feel into the anointing of my beloved that happened on this day of Holy week in our timeline. Some sense of being misunderstood and vilified again flows through parts of me, along with anger, and yet also the rise now of truths that are ready to be revealed.

The anointing of oils that I offered on the days leading up to Yeshua’s crucifixion was not as described in the hijacked filterings shared later by those who were not in actual witness with us. It was not a wasteful use of expensive perfume by me as judged and dismissed by his biblical disciples or an act that had to be defended by him to them. 

As a Priestess of Isis, I knew that Yeshua’s resurrection began with my hands. I anointed him as I had been anointed, through lifetimes, through stars, through sacred fire.  

I poured the sacred oil not to mourn him, but to prepare his return to the light. My hands knew what the world had mostly forgotten other than those initiated into the deepest mysteries of our soul family lineage. That the body is a temple and the Ka (or light body) must be welcomed home. 

I did not anoint his death, I anointed his light body. This oil carried more than scent. it carried resurrection codes. 

Ka to Ka, I touched him into remembrance. 

As I feel into a higher timeline recoding of all of this…..Yeshua received this fully, as only one in Divine Union can, with no fear of being touched by the feminine face of God. Yet, rather, he had been leaning into Her through me to reconcile any human fears within him of the pain of temporary body death as he prepared to enter the underworld and emerge renewed.

Those beloveds gathered with us were not in judgement of this excess, yet could feel the ecstasy of mutuality that was exchanging between us as Divine counterparts. We were not preparing for betrayal or his sacrifice or in any sense of being victims. 

We had been Divinely guided and exquisitely prepared over many years for this initiation and passage, both together, individually and as a soul family group. We formed a potent merkaba or vehicle for the light body, a template for Yeshua’s Ka to slip into as it made its transition.

Together, we activated his resurrection before the tomb ever closed. This was not an ending. It was the spark of transfiguration.

And now, dear one, I invite you to remember:

You are not separate from this light. Your body, although feeling dense and going through its own letting go and dying process at times, is not separate from this light. Your Ka, your sacred double, your starry twin - awaits your welcome.

Every breath, every conscious touch, every act of devotion to your body as a temple is an awakening.

You do not need to earn this activation or this upgrade. You are it.

You need only remember, and give yourself permission.

Let sacred oil meet skin as a remembrance. Let your palms know again what it is to hold light.

Let joy be the perfume you anoint yourself with each morning. Let permission rise like smoke from the hearth of your own heart.

Walk gently, and walk boldly—both are sacred.I am with you always, in rose, in oil, in flame.

So much love until tomorrow,

Mary Magdalene w/Jelelle 

Read all of our written transmissions here on this blog and the spoken versions of this transmissions on videos here on our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube Channel. More info here to join us for a live Easter Divine Union Codes Transmission w/Yeshua and Mary Magdalene on April Sunday 20th over zoom with Raphael and Jelelle Awen and to receive the replay.