Raphael and I have often journeyed to our Counterpart Pairbond source field together and separately as well, asking for guidance/messages/support for deepening in our bond together and in service expression. An angelic guide Ariel has come to us, who is the gatekeeper and bridge to our Pairbond, the original source of our masculine/feminine entwinement and separation.
We both see our Pairbond as separated from the torso upwards and yet entwined still at the lower half, wrapping like snakes around each other, like the energies of Kundalini, the dragon ley lines of the Tor (or sort of like the painting below by Lorraine Sadler). The two upper halves are undulating around each other, coming into union again and then dividing again, over and over in an infinite loop.
The Pairbond source field seems to be the dimension above the soul family monad groups and 'under' the true, VERY high dimensional light, Divine angels (not false light/4D matrix Archangels). It is where the first split off of individuation happens for us as souls, where masculine and feminine expressions divide into two separate halves.
Separating out of the Pairbond is the masculine half then incarnating into so many timelines/lifetimes and the feminine half incarnating as well. This separation is a source of deep, deep wounding for us.
The masculine feeling inadequate to truly provide for the feminine that has helped create his new form yet aching to be 'free'. The feminine feeling rejected by the masculine's need for independence and yet compelled to respond to it. Eventually, through a lot of deep healing and connecting with your inner sacred union and inner masculine/feminine, you are able to TRULY feel your partner AS holding your masculine energies in a healthy expression and vice versa.
I believe this is what people are tuning into when they name someone as a 'twin flame', yet they tend to be too literal and polarized about it, mislabeling karmic soul mates as counterparts (who actually prepare you for the Counterpart), and use it to justify all means of codependent and unhealthy attachment behaviors in ultimately toxic relationships.
The Counterpart Pairbond is actually a much more subtle division that when we are reunited in the physical invites us into healthy, mature relating that is both deeply committed and unattached/surrendered at the same time.
Life change usually happens suddenly and abruptly in Counterpart reunion as everything that doesn't serve the bond falls away. All transaction of the bond in terms of nourishment levels, timing to be together, purpose of coming together, etc. is surrendered to the Divine ultimately and not just about ego gratification, pleasure, or attainment.
Connecting to the Pairbond brings up deep feelings of humility and gratitude, over and over again, popping bubbles of ideology and romantic 3D programming..... inviting you to heal with compassion for yourself and your counterpart whatever gets in the way of its loving transaction.
Sometimes there is reunion between the Counterparts in a specific lifetime. Sometimes there are many reunions in different lifetimes, configurations, roles, relationships, etc. (and even switching gender expressions) in order to work out karmic patterns/clearings.
Ariel has offered that EVERY soul has a counterpart at the pairbond source field level. It's just the way the Divine wanted to play with polarities and dualities when It started to be curious about that.
More Counterparts are in reunion this lifetime than before in a "Matrix/3D anchored" lifetime as there is so much possibility now for healing, for reconnecting, and for service to the Divine.
Counterpart reunion frequencies are also needed right now to assist humanity's ascension out of 3D and into 5D. They provide so much support and a 'bubble of love' to share from Divine inspiration, grace, and compassion that you offer each other.
You can connect with your Counterpart Pairbond source field at ANY time, whether you feel that you've drawn your Counterpart mate this life or not. Whether you are in any ache to be with them or happily single.
Tuning into it reminds you that separation has been a temporary illusion; Union is our natural state; and this may be the lifetime where reunion with your counterpart is TRULY possible.
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Raphael and I both feel a deep validation and appreciation for our ongoing reunion this life through connecting with our Pairbond source field. And, a renewed desire for creative expression and service together is arising again in greater flow.
A year ago at this time, we were guided to write the story from both of our perspective of the beginnings of our sacred union journey, going back to 18 years ago when we first met, sharing about the three years before we finally got together within the high demand, cult-like spiritual group we were both part of and eventually left under painful circumstances.
That book is called Under The Bloated Banyan: Our Sacred Union Journey From False Light To True Love. We have been told it is quite a page turner!
And now, we have similar book alchemy inspiration together and have started on what feels like the first one in a series called Usness Unfolding: Portals of Love, Awakening, and Divine Union Partnership. This book will again be from both of our perspectives and share specific and poignant moments from our years together to transport and inspire you around being in or drawing your own sacred union mate.
We hope to again release this book on our wedding anniversary, March 28, 2025, as we did Under The Bloated Banyan last year on our anniversary.
We have also started a FB page together, Checking In With Raphael & Jelelle Awen where we share teaching and meditation videos, inspired by our daily check in conversations with each other, service, and community experience. You are welcome to follow along with us there and our Divine Self Embodiment You Tube channel.
AND, starting in January, 2025, we will be offering a weekly devotional, private, sacred group experience with us.......Divine Self Embodiment Sunday Services (over zoom by donation). Every Sunday from 5-7pm Portugal/UK time these Sunday services will be sharing our latest teaching inspirations, sound healing transmissions, toning, messages/channels from the Divine/our Counterpart pairbond, and 'altar call' moments where you can share too from your heart and journey if you feel called. You never know (the Divine knows)...your Counterpart might show up to attend one of them! More info about that offering coming soon.
Writing and serving and sharing together is a way to celebrate the ongoing bliss mess reunion that we get to be in this life, after so many lifetimes of hiding, pining, dying, and suffering over each other. So many lifetimes of experiencing the separation between us with seemingly no hope of being together.
I hope you join us for this USness written journey, take in our videos, and join our Sunday Services as well.
Love,
Jelelle Awen
Info about 1:1 and couples sessions with us together (as I have been guided to serve mostly with him now) at divineselfembodiment.com/sessions.
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