I see so much ache for conscious romantic partnership, and how easily bitterness or settling can begin to take the place of continuing to dream. Being willing to wait. Being willing to keep your heart open. Being willing to say “no” when necessary, or “yes” when the heart truly calls for it. Soothing the parts of you who are recovering from love lost or, to their notion of it, never truly found. In my mate ache of the past, before Gabriel and I came back together, there we

My ideals were ideas that made my heart throb, not beat. The ache did not have a real answer, for the “answer” kept himself elusive. The reaching for “him” overtook the reaching inward. The next “he” became a mark for my parts to aim for, no matter how much he bobbed and weaved, or fully ran. Then there were those who wanted to be the sacred ache’s “answer”, but fell short of the calling, for they could barely answer their own. Then I became the one who bobbed and weaved as t

It is the Christmas season once again. It can feel relentless in its energies of giving and getting, buying and selling, family obligations, holiday parties, and traditional food, whatever any of that may mean to you or to parts of you. Memories of love and loss come forward, childhood joy and sorrow, and an ingrained sense of what this time of year has meant to parts of you, for better or worse. It is also a time when there is genuine joy and love abounding, when Christ Cons

We come now to the final part of this series, released as the wheel of the year turns toward Samhain. The following is a transmission of Dark Mother’s energies… the core of the re-coding I’ve been offering these last few weeks. 💜 ⸻ I see Her. She is cloaked, yet Her hood is sliding down. She invites you to know Her better, beyond the victimhood narratives and goddess war stories. Beyond the need for enemies. She has been called “Destroyer,” but what She truly offers is so