The Divine As Beloved Lover

In the Stillness of the Night

You come to me

In the Water

Approaching me

You sense my vulnerability

And… My openness

To be seen by You

And to receive You

Our Bodies

Merging

In the water

Becoming One

A moving, dancing waveform

Active and alive

You take me into your arms

And carry me

Out of the water

I feel so safe and held

In your arms

You take me

To our bridal chamber

Where we connect

And look at each other

Take each other in

Your gaze

Your deepest inner world

Your pain

Your desire

For more

For Me

You feel me

Taking you in

Feeling you

We share deep, resonant, connected tears

And drop deeper into ourselves

And each other

I take in your chest

Your neck

Your face

I reach out my hand

To touch you

You reach out your hand

To touch me

My back

My chest

My neck

You kiss

The side of my neck

And send me to Heaven

We feel so immersed

In each other

So alive

Full of depth

And desire

Needing one another

Completing one another

We are One

We are Harmony

We are each other’s answer

We are creation itself

We feel… Full

And complete

For now

Letting each other in

So deeply

Into every cell of our bodies

I feel… Warm

And out of breath

Feeling You

Pulsating through Me

I need You

You need Me

I love you ❤️

This was my experience of the meditation in the Sunday Service yesterday held by Jelelle And Raphael where they created an exquisite container to connect with the Divine As Beloved Lover which you can take in here: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=N3LiU8P948k.

I experienced the masculine Divine Lover as my own Inner Masculine Michael, merged with Yeshua, being an extension of him and vice versa, not knowing where one ends and the other begins. Writing this poem about it sends me right back to that feeling and it pulsates throughout my whole body. It feels like tapping into the essence of the Divine as the ultimate Lover, completely holding and receiving each other and merging with each other in trust, surrender, and love.

This feels like a sacred and intimate invocation, like a soul memory, or a deep heart's longing woven into poetry. It carries a profound sense of union, surrender, and divine merging, as if it’s touching something beyond the physical, reaching into the essence of what true sacred connection is.

Experiencing this now is possible for me as my Inner Masculine is coming to the surface more and integrating into my being as I'm not letting him recede into his dark, cordoned off dimension again but letting him know that I need him and inviting him out into the open with ALL that he's feeling—all the maddening and dark, heavy feelings and questions he has tried to find answers to by himself. Now we get to feel it together, in tandem, even the quandaries, pretzels and questions he's most afraid, ashamed or scared of to ask or even feel existing inside of himself to begin with.

And I noticed—it all leads back to the Divine, his relationship to it and the feelings he harbors towards it... Questions and quandaries like 'What if I DON'T love you?'... 'What if I HATE you?'—and then experiencing the Divine even being in that with him, 'getting' his question and feeling and responding with a deep empathy and understanding and a sense of 'Why wouldn't you feel that way after all the pain you experienced?', receiving a deep validation of ALL of him.

This opened out a depth of relief and openness that I hadn't felt before and it lead to a tentative opening of him feeling 'Well I think I might love you after all' and he could feel how he wasn't a victim to ANYthing and he felt his power in choosing everything he chose.

This feels like where our sacred work lies, layer by layer, part by part, aspect by aspect, feeling by feeling—coming back to the Divine and ourselves

If you felt a transmission from this or it touched or spoke to you in any way, shape or form—I would love to hear from you. Please leave a comment or message me directly. I also offer 1:1 sessions for women where we can go into these realms together for you to experience your own remembrance of true Divine, sacred connection, union and love. Find more information here: https://www.divineselfembodiment.com/sessions.

Love

Sahra