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Trust Fall Into The Divine Mother: Transforming Heaviness Into Heaven-ness

Writer: Sahra Magdalene Sahra Magdalene

The anchor of our conditioning

Is lifting

And giving Way

To the Divine Feminine


Her Awakening

On the Cusp

Waking up

From deep Slumber


She brings with Her

A Sea of Love and Compassion

A Balm of Balance

For self and others


In return She also

Lifts the weight of conditioning

With Light and Lightness

Soothing old pain, fears and tensions


Divine Mother

Being birthed through Us

Our Divine Selves

And Inner Divine Feminine


Bringing with Her

Deep Waves of Empathy

A cloud of self-forgiveness to land in

And a different way

Of seeing

Being

And responding

To Life


She answers

The Masculine’s aches

Without judgment

With Her mere presence


She stirs and guides us

In a different direction

Without abandoning our old ways

Yet rather integrating them

Within

And into a bigger picture

Transforming heaviness

Into Heaven-ness


She is also helping us

To birth Ourselves

Our Divine Self Essence

Our Divine Feminine Essence

We are midwives for each other


She helps us

To anchor in Peace inside of us

To trust in ourselves, our souls and the Divine

To see and trust our bigger purpose

She helps us surrender and remember

To trust in Divine release

— A Divine Trust Fall


I feel this awakening of and TO the Feminine on a cusp inside of myself and what that feels like for myself and my parts and aspects—it feels like a homecoming. I feel the Masculine not feeling threatened by her or in fear of her any longer and allowing in the true Divine Feminine, albeit with some rumbles and clearing of old fear patterns, reactions to and tensions about life.


What I'm feeling with a few masculine aspects inside is actually how painful, fearful and jarring everything is without being connected to the Divine Feminine, to Divine Mother. It's like only having one leg to stand on, always in danger of falling over and having to mitigate and navigate that which is actually a bit of a lose-lose situation and just so hard and painful to do.


I'm finding that the Masculine has some of the deepest and most tender pains inside and once they allow themselves to feel them and you to feel it with them, whole new worlds are opening up inside. This goes against the masculine conditioning of not expressing any feelings or acknowledging that he has them in the first place which is a profound conditioning to get access to, feel and move, and, in my experience, can take years of feeling the Masculine, negotiating with him and building trust with him.


Divine Mother has been allowed to come through inside of myself more and more recently as my gatekeeper/Inner Masculine Michael keeps making empowered and sovereign choices in regards to how he wants to answer any existential and challenging feelings, contractions and darkness phases that can come flooding into/through him, through other Masculine aspects or the Masculine collective/pipeline in general. 


The other day Mother was transmitting that there’s nothing that needs to be made ‘right’ or gotten ‘right’ as nothing is wrong to begin with. This can be hard to ‘get’ for the Masculine on a mental level yet if felt through a Divine Mother Love transmission it alleviates and answers something core in him. It also gives way for self-forgiveness and releases all the shame, guilt, What If’s, regrets and inconsolable pains.


This life and life on Earth is such an experiment and we are just trying to find our way through everything, through trial and error. There is no user manual and no forged path. 


I feel how Mother is SO ready and available and actually aches to show up for and connect with the Inner Masculine, us and all parts of us as sacred sons and daughters of Her in any way the Inner Masculine/Protector will allow. She keeps extending invitations to her heart balm and infinite compassion to us. She wants to be collaborated with and included in our daily lives and in each moment. The more our parts can be felt by her and responded to in each moment the safer it is for them inside and in this world and the more in trust, flow and surrender we can be.


Love

Sahra


I offer 1:1 sessions for women where we can explore your own connection with Mother and how that lives inside of you and in every part of you. We can feel YOUR connection point with/portal to Her and your parts’ and soul’s relationship to Her. Here is more information on sessions with any of us: https://www.divineselfembodiment.com/sessions 


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