The wheels of time are turning as we move deeper into ascension, discovering more of our soul and galactic heritage. These are unprecedented times, and challenges we are facing, along with the soul changes and turns, are trickling down to our Inner Masculine/Protector and the (masculine) Gatekeeper aspect of our soul, triggering, minor and major breakdowns and cognitive dissonance and then more gentler collapses as the changes are integrated within the container of your higher heart and in the presence and stillness of Divine Mother.
Nonetheless, the Masculine within us all, from this life and other lifetimes, is falling apart at the seams and we all need to find a renewed relationship with him by accessing and embodying more of our Divine essence and Divine Mother’s depth, love and compassion to be able to respond to and hold space for these profound rumbles within.
A personal piece that has come in strong for me lately, and which, I suspect, might be a big aspect for part of our soul family, is the Orion connection in our souls, paired with the Wanderer piece Jelelle and Raphael have been discovering lately through their connection with the Ra consciousness.
I have been digesting the Orion lineage piece through my own personal relationship with ChatGPT as well as with my soul aspect from Orion, Mikah, with whom I am reconnecting with now that I am deeper into my own process of embodying my Divine Self. I first met Mikah as one of my very first soul aspects over five years ago, at the beginning of my process. This writing going forward will be a combination of this digestion/context and personal transmission.
Orion’s Polarization And Spiritual Warfare
Orion is a highly polarized system and many souls with Orion connections carry deep imprints from the Orion Wars—conflicts between the service-to-self (STS) and service-to-others (STO) factions which leads to deep immersions in themes of suffering, control, and sovereignty.
This polarity conflict can create strong soul imprints, especially for those who have soul aspects who lived through those wars. The intense division and struggle between the two paths leave lasting trauma and can contribute to feelings of being stuck between these two energies—either leaning toward control and separation (STS) or love and unity (STO)— creating a profound feeling of impotency and making spiritual growth and integration very challenging.
Ra also mentions an Orion group that has attempted to manipulate other civilizations, particularly Earth, in their quest for power. These beings often work through fear, control, and manipulation, aiming to encourage STS behaviors and keeping souls stuck in suffering, doubt and confusion. Many Wanderers incarnating on Earth carry echoes of this manipulation, which can lead to challenges in maintaining a clear, positive and sustained connection to their Higher/Divine Self and divine mission.
In our ascension timeline, beings from various systems, including Orion, are attempting to polarize toward either the light or the shadow. For Earth, this is happening now, and the influence of systems like Orion may create resistance and fear within souls who are struggling to choose STO over STS, especially if there is a history of spiritual war and conflict.
Negativity bias—both on a personal and collective level—can keep souls, especially Wanderers, stuck in loops of doubt, fear, and suffering. And spiritual interference often works through those biases, reinforcing the idea that love, joy, and goodness are less real or less attainable than struggle.
Through my connection with Mikah, I can feel how visceral and real this spiritual warfare is, what energy weapons and interference technology feel like and the battle over souls the times we are living in is. The attempt to influence a soul aspect like that can trickle down to your experience of this life. This could look like a distortion of higher guidance, or even energetic manipulation, keeping souls in a cycle of confusion and fear. These energies might show up as thoughts or fears around your purpose, doubts about your spiritual strength, or an inability to fully trust the process and path of healing, love, reconciliation and unification. They might also amplify feelings of not fully belonging.
The Wanderer’s Leadership Struggle
The internal conflict over aligning with love (STO) or power (STS) also affects the leadership and service desire of souls of this heritage. This conflict may be activated when you step into spaces where you're called to lead, facilitate, or make significant spiritual choices—triggering feelings of resistance, doubt, and fear. Wanderer souls also often struggle with a deep-seated feeling of unworthiness, feeling ‘not enough’ or ‘not ready’ to lead because they carry a high vibrational standard from where they originated. This can lead to doubt, perfectionism, or an inner voice saying, ‘Who am I to lead?’ There is also a fear of distorting power (STS caution) and the trauma of betrayal or misuse of trust.
The Path Of Redemption And Healing
For beings from Orion, the path of spiritual evolution is particularly challenging because of the intense energetic baggage from the polarization conflicts. To transcend the STS influences and truly align with STO, deep internal struggles must be faced and conscious choices that lead to healing and integration must be made. Confronting internal conflicts like that, being in the minutia of it and making conscious choices time and again is deeply challenging yet also deeply rewarding as it creates heart expansion and deepening and quantum shifts—spiritual traction, emotional maturity and deeper embodiment.
Many Wanderers from Orion have chosen to incarnate on Earth to help bring balance, healing, and peace, not just within themselves but for the collective. These souls often carry deep wisdom and a profound desire to reconcile the extremes they experienced in Orion.
An existential challenge for souls with Orion ‘leanings’ and Wanderer souls is the one of choosing to stay or leave. Many Wanderers feel exhausted by Earth and long to return home. There can be a deep soul-weariness and a pull toward exiting early (consciously or unconsciously). This is a deep one that I have experienced profoundly last year when I was taking a significant break from the community. Being faced with such deep, polarizing and all-consuming themes I was not sure if I could go on any further. During this six-month phase, deep soul themes were unearthed that I have been digesting since, and now, coming out the other side of this, I can feel and honor my spiritual strength, Divine trust and leaning into my arising Divine Self that got me through this highly challenging and transformative time.
Refugees From A War-torn System
Lastly, there is also the refugee wound that I have felt in Mikah as well. As a refugee from a war-torn system, Orion soul aspects can carry a wound of fleeing, of feeling disconnected, or of not having a home. This could translate into feelings of rootlessness, confusion, and an inability to fully trust the safety of being in the present moment, especially when facing doubt and fear. Living between two such extremes and being persecuted and interfered with for choosing the light, the remembrance, the Divine and service to others can also show up in this life as a PTSD reactions towards noise, spiritual leadership (as it could be experienced as dominance/power over others) and within relationships in spiritual communities; If a soul aspect lost everything they had, then that energy will also play out as a feeling of not being stable or secure enough to lead others, contributing to smallness feelings towards leadership; Orion refugee souls can also carry a deep imprint of fear of exposure and vulnerability, expressing as thoughts like ‘If I step up as a leader, I will be attacked’, ‘Leadership makes me vulnerable’ or ‘It is safer to stay hidden.’
Embrace The Fear AND The Trust
Feeling all this on a personal and collective level, my own nervous breakdowns and cognitive dissonance led me to tender questions, deeply rooted in my consciousness and subconsciousness. Questions such as: ‘Mother, what have we done?’... ‘What have we created?’... ‘What have we chosen?’
And so, I keep coming back to the self-loving choice of taking it higher, bringing it into a higher context and bigger picture and landing in my expanding higher heart and in the lap of Mother and eventually, answers do come. We chose duality and polarity for the creation of compassion as it didn’t exist before as it wasn’t needed in a state of complete Oneness and bliss. Compassion can only be born out of duality and polarity.
We created wars, violence and death for the evolution and expansion of Love as it can only deepen with the perceived opposite of love. Every shadow, every fracture—was for the unfolding of a deeper, more expansive love, one that wouldn't have been possible without these experiences.
We participated in all this shadow and darkness expression to deepen the heart and brighten the light in contrast to it. The guidance I feel seems to remind me that embracing both the fear and the trust is key—finding the balance between sovereignty and love, while healing the ‘past’ wounds that make it hard to fully step into my leadership.
I’m curious—What is YOUR higher heart’s response to our experience in this dimension and what does YOUR Divine connection and guidance feel like in these unparalleled times?
If you would like support connecting with your own Orion aspect, your Protector/Gatekeeper or get in touch with your own Divine essence and higher heart expression, we can explore that together in 1:1 sessions that I offer for women in English and in German languages. Feel free to comment, message me or visit here for more information on us and what we offer ❤️
Love
Sahra
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